deepinthoughtwithyou

2006-11-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

changed add.

www.indulgenceindreams-.blogspot.com

not completed. but soon. =)

2006-11-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

i just kpo-ed abit abt my bro life. this is fun. lol. i think my younger bro is in a relationship. hmmmm. the wae he tok on phone juz now ABIT gentle. so i assume is toking to a girl. maybe juz frens. dunno. lol. juz guess onli. lol. my youngest bro likes someone. he seems to be quite chi xin. lol. so funni to see his reaction. wat a nosey sister they have. lol.

im scared of having headache on the actual dae. i scare i cannot think lah. shucks.

and i juz tok to someone 2dae. maybe it is a sign or something. i think it is pure coincidence lah. thinking too much.

and specially for carrie. i tot of u 2dae coz i saw the iron pills u gave mi. thanks for being there for mi! =))

xiuyi juz told mi something. hmmm. reconsidering of my stand again. haha. but well. shall see how.

wat a random entry. haha.

my blog is exploding. too mani entries le. gonna change soon. =))

2006-11-05T15:14:00.000+08:00

home alone. having a headache. shucks. maths seems so tough now. im scared that im giving myself too much pressure. oh no... endure... fighting on my own. =))

2006-11-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

sooner or later. no one will care abt each other and everything will end.

2006-11-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

went studying with xy. wasnt beri productive for mi. was having a headache when studying. beri distracted though. haha. watched the last episode of the channel eight show. and serve her right. sorri for hating her. but she in that show realli ar.. urghh. feel like slapping her lah. so bitchy!! haha. i think xiuyi's da sao was abit shocked to see my reaction while watching the show. *throw face* haha.

thanks alot to mani. i guess im fine. and sorry to some who have to listen mi sae whatever crap. =))

2006-11-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

well. thoughts kept running. and im tired. shucks. i juz miss them all.

2006-11-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

gone. i had juz lost confidence in everything. my mind was totally blank while doing both papers. i regretted. but wat can i do? juz pray i think. disappointed. yes. very. crap. i had never felt so lousi for a major exam b4. even when i was taking 'O's,i know my english will not do well. but i know i might have the possibility to pass. now, it is like 0% that i can pass. it is the start and yet im losing confidence in myself. i have no confidence in maths. my supposed stongest subject. im beri distracted. i dunno why. oh man. wat is happening....

i cant help it but to show thru crying. i was scared b4 i entered the room. and carrie came at the right time when i needed a hug beri beri beri badly. at least to calm myself down. after paper one,i cant control and i think zihua and melissa were shocked. sorry if i shocked u two.

well. hope i will be fine tml. i need the concentration to study. im seriously beri scare of letting my parents down..

and dear xiuyi, it feels nice spending time with u again. doing all crazy stuffs. as though 'A's was over. and u managed to distract mi away from all of my thoughts for the whole afternoon. thanks alot MDM! haha.

2006-11-01T12:46:00.001+08:00

oh man. i juz saw MF-11 sheet in his pile of papers. is he studying the same thing as mi now? crap. he is like born smart. not fair. =(

and i realli dislike the feeling or studying something which might not even come out tml. shucks.
imissyou:)

2006-10-29T17:06:00.000+08:00

haven been updating my blog. juz did abt 93 sit ups. i think i going to have cramps tml. and im still panting like mad. i feel so unfit. lol. haven been exercising alot. ran with corlissa limin and leann that dae. in uniform. like some mad ppl. one with lollipop. one without shoes and the other in uniform. lol. quite nice running with them. i miss running as a team. kinda. everyone seems to be disappearing. mugging at home or somewhere else.

this week was rather bad. i totally didnt touch econs. crap. wat jingkai said is quite true and it is scaring mi now. when we are taking 'O's,almost everyone in the dragon year is taking it too. now, the number of ppl taking the same exam is reduced. competition is more intense. can sae is most of the smarter ppl are competiting with u. in order to choose the course u wan, u muz do realli well. cannot afford to juz pass or be contented with C C C. crap. all his fault now. i cannot realli study. 'A' levels is like 4 daes away. and less than 20 daes my 'A's will be over. 10 years of education. now the final one. this exam is going to decide wat i will be. wah... all quoted from jingkai. lol.

seems like im not realli interested in bridge anymore. i realised i realli played like dunno how mani times in this week. used to play alot one. but now cut down alot oso. lol.

tianwei is still as adorable. he juz got a drum 2dae. and he cant wait to show off. tsktsk. cut down on hitting ppl. lol. i love the wae he call mi. coz he always call with a sweet smile on his face. somehow it juz brightens my dae a little. =))

i realised how immature i was. and im starting to learn everything. at least im trying. i feel so protected from my parents. it's time to start standing up on my own. crap. the entry make mi sound like a secondary school kid.

wat a random entry. study hard ppl! if u all do visit my blog. =)

2006-10-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

shucks. i didnt manage to study again. mood wasnt there. chatted with socks ydae. beri long nv tok to her le. kinda miss toking to her. last time every time exam period will call her. to relieve stress. dunno why she can help mi relieve stress oso. lol. dun think she noe abt this also.

yeelin juz called mi and told mi i had a facial appointment for free. so cool. lol. but have to travel all the wae to suntec for the 'special' facial. lol.
ihatethewaeimfeelingnow

2006-10-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

i just wan to go away. far far away.

2006-10-21T15:50:00.000+08:00

ydae was studying with kat at her house. but she studied too hard the previous night. in the end she slept thru the whole night while i tried to study. haha. did one paper though. though it is like little. but at least got one paper done. her dog is cute. went for grooming. then onli half of the body got hair. LOL. went home at ard 6. for the first bus. first time take the earliest bus. haha. feel as though it is like midnight still. the sky still dark dark de. haha. gonna enjoy my dae 2dae by doing nothin but watching tv bah. haha. 2dae is sat! relax dae! =) and to those who tagged recently. i do miss u guys. juz i nv write down onli. if not got alot of ppl. lol. dun misunderstand k? take care guys! =))
lazy is not an excuse to everything.

2006-10-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

oh my. com was down for the past few daes. finally im back to blog. =))

well. this week was a guilty week again. i made the effort to go to sch and try to study. came home at ard 9 plus. coz got car to lobang home. not realli home. to the bus stop la. but better than nth. haha. realised actually i didnt realli complete much work at the end of the dae. at night will start watching tv and waste my time away. oh man. i think i go sch is to make mi feel abit less guilty. =x

saw carrie ydae i think. well,feel nice toking to her. though not beri long. but still. touch peeps are being missed by mi! including limin though i studied with her when im in sch studying. lol.

i miss xiuyi too. =( she and sm went suntec 2dae i suppose. didnt wan to tag along. too far. lazy. haha. hope u two had fun.

have been trying to study with kat. jieyi sometimes. last time band ppl will study in coffee bean. ahhhhh. 2dae is a emo dae. i think ydae was worse. haha. to everyone who is reading. u guys are in my mind now!! =)) including u my lao pa. cheer up k? =))

2006-10-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

being a com idiot. all the stupid virus are killing mi. damn it. can some com expert teach mi this poor girl who is floundering with her com? crap lah. super tired. wanted to surf the net in the end ended up trying to 'clean' my com. stupid idiots. who go invent virus? seriously it is driving mi real nuts. urghh!

this week is slightly more productive than last week. i think and i hope.

my mood is like changing in every min. for a while i can be super high. the next moment i can be mad at u. i get irritated very easily. super easily. sorry ppl if i have offened any of u.

and one stupid pop up appeared again! im in a super irritated mood now.
URGH!

2006-10-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

been some time i last blogged. well. i had a guilty week. didnt study. shucks. i juz totally spend my week like trying to stay in the library to study but ended like doing nothing much. shucks shucks shucks. first week things were okay. but now. it all turned out bad once again.

met chong lee on wed to get my belated bdae present. =) thanks my fren.

saw serene recently and realised that one or two teachers who taught mi is still in dunearn. man. so sad. wan to return oso like no meaning leh. sian. not close with band peeps either. i regretted not having super close bonds with them. maybe with some of them. but now oso not much contact. sad.

the haze is realli bad. PSI:140. madness. the other time oso not so serious. made mi feel as though im in genting. LOL. played with tianwei when i reached home. well he became abit more obedient. no longer wanting to hit mi. he can juz walk in rounds on the bed. and i totally have no idea what he is trying to do. but he juz walk and walk and suddenly lie down. lol. babies are so fortunate. juz cry when they wan something. and juz do wat ever they wan. lol. i wan to be like them. haha.

2006-10-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

guess what i did the whole dae todae? i juz played my dae lah. with tian wei. crap. he realli distracted mi from my studies. lol. but he is seriously adorable lah. though he like to hit people. tsktsk. bad baby. but overall quite cute lah. lol. feel like slping now. shucks. feel so guilty.

2006-10-01T16:33:00.000+08:00

was planning to study. but nothing is going in. crap. started looking at the photos. touch photos. group photos. all photos that i have in my com. some photos are realli funni. limin. huishan. lol. cute... i miss going sentosa with xy sm hs. i wan to get tanned! im so fair now. i feel so pale. =x class bbq. juz walked from one place to another. walked along the highway. across the big patch of grass. tall grass somemore. madness man. most of the girls were wearing skirts somemore. worse. but it a fun experience though. haha. shall not carry out. it will be a long entry. haha. off to study. everyone muz work hard tgt k? =)) jiayou jiayou!

2006-10-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

my life is getting boring out of a sudden. i think it will be until 'A's. maybe after 'A's it will still be as boring. coz i will be working? provided i can find one. lol. a good one though. i rested the whole dae. relaxed enuff. tml will be a new week. kao. really no life leh. cant stand it.

2006-09-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

crap. i slept from 5 till now. guess im not going to sleep for the night. feel so guilty for sleeping so long. =x tml im going to play whole dae. juz relax. no studies! i love sat. =))

2006-09-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

im dying. this is onli the first week. my body is heating up due to lack of slp. im gonna slp well on sat. =)) looking forward to sat. =))

2006-09-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

results came back. most of them. tml is the worst i think. hopefully i pass gp. heard from dylan saying b4 moderation onli 30% of the cohort passed. madness lah. how they mark one? but i think the passing rate now is higher bah. and i seriously pray pray pray im one of those who passed. though abit hard i think. lol.

revenge is sucky. u will hurt everyone around u. even if u are a loner. but still. revenge is BAD! watched too much jiu dian feng yun le. but it is ending tml i think. i wonder how the ending will be like. hope it will be nice. at least let mi enjoy my last tv show. actually not realli. still got another show im watching. it is meant for my dinner time de. lol. tv is one of my dish everydae. =)

2006-09-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

econ paper one : nothing to comment. crap. that comment was made by my teacher and onli to mi. ONLI! thanks lah. am i special or wat? LOL. gp teacher wants mi to consult her everydae after sch. oh my. i guess i failed again. shucks. hopefully i can pass for the actual one. HOPEFULLY. off to do aq. 3 aq. sad life.

2006-09-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

shucks. i feel so lazy these few daes. was like enjoying and slacking after prelims. crap. im like sleeping my wae thru lah. sat woke up to watch healing hands. den went back to sleep again. den went out. came home slept. 2dae i woke up to watch show and i tried to do physics. ended up cleaning up my room. oh man. so much dust lah. haha. den i fell asleep on my bed. LOL! im like sleeping my weekend away. i feel so pig. lol.

healing hands is over. =( but good oso lah. jiu dian feng yun going to finish liao. hopefully i can reali study. no more tv for mi. the new shows dun realli look nice to mi. haha.

singapore idol. who will win ? lol. i cant imagine seeing sheena on tv. lol.

2006-09-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

complicated mind im having now.

2006-09-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

thanks to mani mani ppl. =) lol. thanks xiuyi and soumun for everything. i promise i will finsih the cake as fast as i can de lah. lol. i love the name. =)) thanks for everything. realli. well i got one birthdae song from dylan too. lol. chong lee called to wish. and all e messages. thank u thank u. went to jp after my paper. to eat with xiuyi soumun and jessie. had a paiseh experience there. oh man. im not going to go back there again. haha.

den met keith for partyworld session. sing until can die. but i beri long nv sing le. quite enjoy oso. thanks dear. =)

2006-09-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

was in town with sock. shopping. gossiping. wah. it is like endless topics flowing non stop. most of the time we were toking abt her guy and mine. quite cool. glad he is treating her good. felt happy for her though. hope he come back on thursdae yeah my dear girl. haha.

got one top from zara. finally. i used that voucher. finally! haha. bought something for keith too. =)) den we rested at the food court. tok and tok and tok. waiting for yeelin to end her work. both of us so poor thing. we are hungry but yet waiting for her still. haha. they got mi precious moments! =)) thanks girls. it is nice and cute. =)

waited for yeelin. juz continue toking once again. saw some dunearn seniors around too. finally yeelin came. so we ate and tok. it feels like sec school daes once again. actually we dun realli get to gather tgt. normally is like one another bdae den we meet up for dinner. tok tok. this shows how busi we are. haha. but still,we will stay in contact yeah? =)

somehow i feel matured after thinking thru everything last night. it was a long night. but it is good. as least i tot things through. i will learn....

2006-09-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

i like watching healing hands. it somehow make ppl ponder. good show. 2dae episode is abt one integrity and life and death. quite nice. but bad thing abt this kind of show is that they make ppl think too much into it. lol. i think all drama series are like that. but i still love healing hands. =)

2006-09-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

maths was like crap 2dae. alot alot alot careless mistakes. hai. paper one gone case. irritating. dun hope too much for paper 2 either. coz im rather weak at it. i hate this prelims. questions came out b4. i see them b4 and yet i dunno how to do. that feeling is super... URGHHH! now think of the mistakes i made. super heart pain lah. all e minor mistakes. causing mi to lose so mani marks. my onli confident sub.... no longer. physics was like crap too. shucks.

i feel so no life lah. haha. everything is abt studies...

2006-09-11T18:31:00.000+08:00

prelims started. it doesnt feel like prelims to mi. i can feel the stress now. real stress. what if everything dun go well? oh no. am i gonna to be like my elder bro? oh no. help~ can we postpone 'A's? lol.

gp seems tough 2dae. but i managed to complete it on time though. coz nothing to write. LOL. tml will be a super long and tiring dae. econs essay and physics paper 1 and 2. i feel like giving up on econs and concentrate on physics. but well. i have juz completed 2 small chapters out of 20 big chapters i think. how to finish? die le lah. i wonder how am i going to study for 'A's. reminds mi of my 'O's. physics and ss. almost died. coz i hate ss like nobody business. lol. all i can do is to sigh while studying. lol.

2006-09-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

thanks to all. i guess i will be alright soon. i hope too.

one by one. happening at e wrong time. i guess this blog will be so much happier after 'a's. ha ha ha. well. i tried to study abit though. abit. haha. i wan to get good results!!! maybe i shall isolate myself from e rest. i might. wah. i will be super anti social man. good idea i think..

2006-09-06T19:53:00.000+08:00

im worried. but i dun wan to get started. i cant find it back. im lazy. im tired. all the unexpected are going to happen. all i can sae is sorry. well. afterall,it's all mine but im sorry for everything still. urgh!

2006-09-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

too many things to be hidden. im exploding. ouch. aniwae i flunked my gp again. double ouch. hopeless.

2006-08-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

went to study with xy juz now. didnt realli study much lah. did one paper. didnt complete. my maths is like crap now. i forgot alot of things which i was familiar with. die. gonna revise it real soon.

bro is back. and he got my a kolar bear soft toy. quite surprised. coz my family dun realli got the habit to buy things for each other? haha. but ya. appreciated it though. =)

i realised im beri naive at times. realli naive. simpled minded i guess. good to be but somehow bad oso. i wonder wat is real meaning behind life.

2006-08-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

im dead. soon. study mood not back. everything so chaotic suddenly. dunno wat to start with. confused. angry. pissed. everything. oh man. why so many feelings at one time de? shit. dead. so tired. off to bed now. nap. =)

2006-08-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

i love the bags. =)

the team during nationals 2006
plate champs! =)

j1s and j2s
the mini cup cakes from the juniors. so sweet~
us and gift to kehui

the team during AGM 2006 =)

some photos for memories. events that had happened quite long ago. i miss them. =)

2006-08-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

kor is back from malaysia. he became so tanned. so uncle in a wae too. LOL. i wonder someone out there still think he is cute in his hot pink polo tee anot. LOL. younger bro leaving for australia. crap. why they get to enjoy while im trying to get my study mood back? NOT FAIR!

2006-08-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

crap. pissed. got a stupid hair cut 2dae. and my hair looks screwed. urgh! my fringe super short. den behind so short oso! like the other time! oh man. history repeated. crap. i shall nv go back there to cut anymore.
NEVER!!
urgh! urghh! urghhhh! came back home with a beri bad mood. was throwing my temper around. was like trying to find waes to make my hair look okay when it is tied up. but too bad. i will be looking like an idiot for months. HELP!!! maybe i will pin my hair tml. for those who read this b4 mondae. pls dun laugh at mi or comment on my hair. pls dun. for the sake for a good dae ahead. pls dun comment.

was having a bad throat and flu. wan to watch it started with a kiss oso cannot watch in peace. keep loading half wae den cannot le. urgh! somemore it reached the climax lah! most annoying de. i tink im quite unlucky 2dae. urgh! i'm left with one and half episode. the more irritating it is. cannot finish the show now. urghh!

tml got the stupid punishment. by ng chor tan. make us report at 7am. for extra yoga. siao. maybe not going sch. not feeling well. crap. strait times want to interview my pw grp. wat a joke. LOL.

2006-08-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

well. i was out the whole dae i would sae. quite fun la todae. got new experience. lol. went to fortune telling. not mi. but him. so cool~ i feel so curious abt my life too. =) den went junction 8 for some fan club thing. newcastle so united. lol. so cool~ i love those team kind of feeling. lol. well. newcastle won the champ. lol. for everything. was quite cool. arsenal fan club abit jialat. onli got 4 ppl came to support. man u got some. liverpool too. the rest like no ppl de. lol.

nv study 2dae. crap. i muz be determined to go back blk 11. i muz be brave. LOL. maybe i can be like my bro. follow his path. quite cool oso. but first thing i need to learn will be to learn malay. ha ha.

2006-08-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

standing aside watching everything happening. but yet i cant be any help. this feeling suck.

2006-08-17T17:14:00.000+08:00

this week is a shitty week. i noe i was beri unlucky on wed. damn it. didnt wan to be late. but still i was late. thanks to 174. so squeezy. wanted to turn back home. but dunno why. i still headed for school and got into a little trouble. stupid. they made us come to sch on mondae at 7 for yoga. crap. madness. if ppl dun wan to do den dun force them lah. crazy. make wat record. as if ppl will care. big deal. think he had juz made ppl dislike him more. LOL.

didnt realli study much. i dunno wat to start on. seriously. maths? econs? physics? tys or prelims questions? i dun like sch out of a sudden. not as if i like it in the beginning. but maybe i hate going sch now? like i dun see a point in it. crap. few daes ago i got my mood back. now everything is gone. i wan to go back to blk 11. but i dun dare. LOL!

2006-08-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

went out to study with xiuyi. supposed to la. but den cant realli concentrate. so went to walk walk abit b4 heading home. on the train heard from sec 1 kids toking abt adding frens in friendster,i somehow feel old. maybe not old. but mature. come to think of it. im j2 now. 6 years ago im sec 1. still thinking wat kind of frens i will meet. wat kind of person i will be. time flies. without mi knowing. i miss all of them. somehow i tot of the incident when sock yl kat and i were being called into the principal office for some stupid offence. for not wearing badge and shirt not tucked in. -.- stupid rite? lol. still rem sock attitude. cool man. lol.

ydae night was quite emo too. tot of everyone who had been in my life. now then i realised everyone seems so distant. we are no longer that close. no longer share any secrets or gossips. perhaps we are all busi with our lives. which is somehow true. sooner or later,everyone will be busi with their lives. bf gf. studies. ambition... and we will have less time with one another...

2006-08-13T12:43:00.000+08:00

ydae night i got back my study mood. but i was super scared to study. im juz timid lah. =x used to study at 1am to like 4am. ydae i did abit of maths. and it took mi 2 hours to complete that amount of work. oh my... but at least sat i can get back my mood. =) but hope to get back the usual study mood. blk 11. but think of that incident abit scared liao. =x

ydae was okay. juz slept thru out and watched it started with a kiss. it was quite funni though. prelims are coming. less than one month away. uh oh...

2006-08-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

was out with keith for the past 2 daes. and i didnt study. bad girl. now last dae of holidaes le. and im in front of the com. URGHHH! pissed with myself. tsk. why like that? hai. feel like exploding.

2006-08-08T15:51:00.000+08:00

oh my. im like addicted to another show. bad bad bad..

2006-08-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

this week is gonna be a slack week. tuesdae half dae. thinking whether to go anot. go oso not wearing bikila shirt. will be wearing owens. my bikila shirt is like.. yucks.. lol. wed. national dae. dunno wat to do. thurs no sch either. left with fridae. hmmm...

juz now went down to blk 11 to study. i can study there. maybe too long nv go down le so easier to study? haha. all along no one there except for mi. so i was studying and studying. there got construction site. so got once when i look up, i saw this guy looking in. at that moment i realli jumped lah! damn. i was like shocked. how come suddenly got ppl there? kao. totally lah. lol. that's mi lah. being so timid always. haha. den i was thinking whether to go home and study. den i decided to stay. concentrate and ya. i did concentrated. den this lady came in and suddenly tok to mi. kaoz. second shock lah. i jumped too. lol. wa lao. now im thinking whether i shd go back there to stduy anot lor. lol. i shall find someone to study with mi there. but den dun tink got suitable person leh. all need music de. tsk! ma fan. haha.

shd i go sch tml? first time im thinking whether i shd go sch for the celebration anot. oh man. is this a sign of mi being guai? LOL. i hate the march in lah. later i faint. 2dae i almost fainted can! due to lack of slp i guess. happened twice. oh man. reminds mi of footdrill. im like always the few who always fall out to rest. =x

prelims ending on my bdae. sucky. but at least i need not study on my bdae. lol. 'O's still mugging at home for bio lah. i tink. lol. but i had a mini celebration with my dearest frens still. love them lots... =)

2006-08-04T19:23:00.000+08:00

crap. the com mouse got abit problem. gonna go down to sim lim soon i guess. damn... aniwae this week was a slack week. as in i slacked throughout. didnt realli study much too. going to watch movie with my bro later. =) at least there is something for mi to do 2dae. haha. econs test 2dae. chuanmin told mi the question before hand. but didnt realli revised thru the question. coz might not be the same. in the end turn out the same. crap. nvm lah. can see what i stand afterall.

i feel so lazy this few days. prelims timetable is out. damn. i got econs paper on dat dae can. paper one and two. urghh! stupid. my bdae during 'o's oso like that. was at home studying for bio paper lah. lol.

keep hearing all sorts of ur mother is so fat jokes. lol. here is one of those i heard :
ur mother is so fat that when she step on the weighing machine, it says one at a time. LOL.

2006-07-30T15:31:00.000+08:00

got this from carrie's blog. feel bored so i decided to do it.

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don’t read the question(s) until you named the 20 people.At the end of this choose 5 people to do this.

#1 - keith
#2 - xiuyi
#3 - huisi
#4 - soumun
#5 - jessie
#6 - sockmay
#7 - yeelin
#8 - chong lee
#9 - zihua
#10 - melissa
#11 - chuanmin
#12 - justin
#13 - joel
#14 - jingkai
#15 - dylan
#16 - vincent
#17 - carrie
#18 - mom
#19 - dad
#20 - elder bro

How did you meet #14?
[jingkai]
classmate.

What would you do if you never met #1?
[keith]
haha. i seriously dunno.

What if #9 and #20 dated?
[zihua,elder bro]
hmmm. not bad. i can start calling zihua da sao. haha.

would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
[sockmay,carrie]
haha. maybe? if they dun mind.

Describe #3.
[huisi]
she is cheery. nv fails to cheer ppl up. will start saynig : blueberries are falling. pick them up when she is falling asleep while she is still on the fone. =)

Is #8 attractive?
[chong lee]
he can be. haha. my lao pa. a nice guy.

Describe #7.
[yeelin]
superstar! nickname. she is a beri nice girl. miss her lots...

Do you know #12 family members?
[justin]
eh.. not realli. onli know he has one sis and bro i think.

What would you do if #18 confess to you that she likes you?
[mom]
i will tell her i love her too. =)

What language does #15 speak?
[dylan]
english. though he is trying to speak chinese nowadays. haha.

Who is #14 going out with?
[jingkai]
eh. no idea.

How old is #16?
[vincent]
17+. going 18 in 5 days times.

When was the last time u spoke to #13?
[joel]
wah. i cant remember. tink june.

Who is #2 favourite band / singer?
[xiuyi]
dun think she has. haha.

Would You ever date #4?
[soumun]
i dun tink so. we are of a same kind. cannot cannot. haha.

Would you ever date #1?
[keith]
haha. obvious answer.

Is #13 single?
[joel]
dun tink so.

Is #19 your good friend?
[dad]
he is my dad. so wat do u think?

What’s #10 last name?
[melissa]
chan

Would you be in a relationship with #11?
[chuanmin]
i dun mind. she is a nice girl. =)

School of #3?
[huisi]
jj.

Where does #6 lives?
[sockmay]
cck

What’s your favourite thing about #5?
[jessie]
her craziness. her laughter. her sweetness. =)

Have you seen #2 naked before?
eh. nope. she wun lah. lol.

well. this thing relaxes my mind alot. =)

2006-07-30T15:19:00.000+08:00

well. i cant concentrate studying at all. i cant. i dunno why. i juz cant get myself started. im starting to hate physics. i dunno why. nuclear. quatum. forces. everything seems so tough suddenly. seriously,im not motivated to do better. im demoralized. i dunno whr to start my revision. econs seems so thick. my facts seemed to be wrong. everything i knew seemed to be wrong now. i dunno why. oh crap. im juz confused. feel so though everything is wrong now.

2006-07-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

was with keith juz now. wanted to watch pirates. but too late. =( i feel bad. i didnt study much. i shall try to have this habit. stduy everydae except for sat. =) den maybe can ask mama to let mi stay out on sat. as if she will allow mi to do so. haha. my leg is itchy. seems like rashes. this is bad. help~~

got photos to show! i love them all. =) got more to come. this is from leann de though. still got huishan. vic. su. i want the video of sheena. classic. haha! sheena is funny. =) she nv fails to cheer ppl up. she rock.

u guys rock. =))

2006-07-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

ydae was nationals! super cool~ got plate champions! =) though we aimed for cup. but it's okay. at least we all played well. went to causeway to makan. dunearn memories. the daes we juz spent our afternoons walking ard. it seems so rare to mi now. haha. cried twice though. tears of joy and disappointment. both lah. im not being emo lah. but ya lah. last match le ma. dunno when we can play tgt again. beach touch? =) dive like crazy. woohoo~ we played against hwa zhong. MY IDOL! haha. she damn fast can. dived for her and got scratched at the hips. scratches cum blue black. =( guess that was my onli dive for all games? rare.. haha

everyone tot i will be full of scratches when they see mi. but my scratches are hidden. =) went up to grandstand to like present the trophy to the school. no medals for us. muz keep photos as memories. feel so weird without a medal for memory leh. lol. got home like super early. like 1 plus 2? mom was shocked too. haha. slept and watched tv all the wae. tsktsk. bad girl.

guess im gonna miss touch alot alot. i suggested to them that we shall go running one dae. so cool~ haha! mus be like leann. 3 'A's! haha. seems so far away from mi. haha.

2006-07-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

family are having holidae now. wanted to go at first. but in the end decided not to. aniwae im at home with my ah ma's maid. not bad lah. someone to cook for mi. take care of my meals and help mom clean up the house too. =)

juz watched some drama serial. it is so wasted. cant they juz take a step back and give in to one another? it's because of the problem of someone who cannot express properly and made things turn out this wae. but cannot blame that party too. the other party is at fault too. why dun he or she step forward, take the initiative to clear matters up? poor expression of self often lead to more misunderstanding i guess. haha. nothing to do early in the morning u see. start to think and comment. haha. but the show quite nice. im addicted to a new show. uh oh... this is bad...

mom is going down to school on mondae. to get my progress report card. come to think abt it. i didnt realli do that badly. juz that my rate of improvement is juz too slow. my econs improved by a mark though. LOL. maths.. aiya. lousi. haha. physics i improved. not bad. gp can juz go and die le bah. lol. hope can pass lo. LOL.

oh ya. abt my eye. nothing serious happen. the doctor juz said when i was wearing my contact lens and my tears cant flow through and moisture my eye. that's why turn red. thanks for ur concern ppl. =)

2006-07-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

i juz read a email sent by sockmay. indeed some parts are true. dun feel like copy and paste down here. come to think of it. everything seems so untrue now. lol. guess 2dae wasnt a good dae for mi. well. thank you to 3 ppl. for something. =) made my dae somehow. quite a confused entry. but ya. juz feel like blogging everything in my mind.

aniwae econs case study 2dae. was like crap. something grew on my finger. hate it totally. painful. rat race was fun. =))

ta-ta.

2006-07-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

17th july. keith's birthdae. being a gf of his, i feel super bad and lousy. sorry dear. haha. juz hope he enjoyed still. =) it is nice towards the end. =))

aniwae ydae was the last dae of the nice show. crap. it ended so sudden lah. urghh! i was like expecting for more episode. more story. in the end no more le. *cry* but it is a nice show afterall. soumun keep crying. oops. haha. maybe not crying but tearing lah. i tease her den her tears flow. i feel so evil. haha.

didnt study much. bad girl. felt guilty. mom and dad worrying. im starting to panick. shit. once i panick,im dead. crap. but now his birthdae is over. guess not much things that will distract mi except for the upcoming competiton which i dun have realli much confidence in it. guess that's abt it. i feel so weird. trying to encourage ppl to study. yes i managed to encourage some. but i have not get my engine started. LOL. crap.

2006-07-16T10:31:00.000+08:00

ydae was AGM. the j1s are very sweet. they bought 40 mini cupcakes but the cupcakes are super sweet. i think almost everyone wipe away the layer of deco. lol. they gave us chocolates,pizzas. so sweet of them. AGM is fun. everyone is juz having fun taking photos. =)) shall upload it as soon as i got the photos from the rest. lol. got letters from the team. i gave them apples. LOL. like so weird lah. but the apples are sweet. hope they like it. lol. agm is nice. =) testimonial match was tiring. partly because of the sun? the sun is like killing us lah. and guess wat?

OUR COMPETITION IS AT YIO CHU KANG STADIUM!!!

crap. so far lah. i better pray got transport back leh. if not have to take train. NO~~ haha. after agm,bathe and was planning to slp. but didnt. did one maths paper. wanted to do gp. but gp is juz too tough. im wondering if i can pass gp anot. seriously. okay lah. not onli gp.but my econs too. physics is unstable. sometimes fail sometimes pass. honestly, my revision haven started. im juz doing the chapters that was taught recently onli. 1+ more month to prelims. will i be able to make it?

fridae went down to polyclinic to see doctor for my eye. got a referal letter to AH. im scared that i cant wear contacts anymore. but it is rather weird. got 2 eye infection within 3 months? juz hope the doctor will juz tell mi that i didnt wash it clean enough rather than u cant wear contact lens anymore.

2006-07-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

ydae my eyes went red again. stupid. i seriously dunno wat is wrong with my eye. i guess i shall see eye specialist soon. anyone have any good eye specialist in mind to recommend? haha. half throug training threw away one side of the contact lens and i went to sch in spects 2dae. crap. this reminds mi of my primary when i got my first eye infection experience. LOL. p5 or p6. den have to wear spects to school. tsk. was studying in the afternoon but it wasnt veri productive. =( gonna be more productive soon! real soon!

miss leow said i grew skinner. my face grew smaller. im super sad can. im like skinny enough le. now she say im even more skinny. crap. but i eat more than i used to eat leh... oh man. i think i have a worm in my stomach. someone please get it out for mi. LOL.

2006-07-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

well. i think my parents are going to meet my teacher. once they meet him, i guess my fun time will be cut. =( im planning to study everydae after school. but still, the word is planning. haha. im trying. im thinking when im free. okay. once im free, i shall do this do that. but then in the end once my headache comes, my plan is gone. lol. training still carries on as usual. it rained 2dae. which totally spoilt my plan for the week. supposed to be tuesdae training. wednesdae town to shop for present. =) thursdae maybe meeting keith for dinner after training. fridae training. juz because of the rain 2dae. i cant go town tml coz training is being postponed to wednesdae. i have like nothing to do but study on tuesdae. thursdae i might be going town but maybe alone. so sad.. fridae training. i juz hate it when my plan is spoilt.

well. i went out for dinner with keith 2dae though. cause having a headache after listening to one chapter of physics from mr chua. quatum physics. i was totally lost in that chapter. but it's not so bad now. so ya. went out for dinner. came home ard 9 plus 10 and got nagging. my dad seemed to be beri worried. perhaps is bcoz of the guys hanging ard my estate ba. stupid. but i noe he mean well la. im afraid of letting them down. seriously, im scared abt 'A's. it seems so near out of a sudden. can i juz stop the clock from ticking now? i hate it.

2006-07-09T04:50:00.000+08:00

woohoo! germany match juz ended. the final score is 3-1! =) the match was kinda exciting. but i juz got this feeling that i always dun get to get to see the goals. when im watching the match, there was no goal AT ALL! until when i came over to use my com and the goals start coming in. idiot seh. luckily got replay de. if not i might as well dun watch the match liao. lol. thanks xiuyi for waking mi up. paiseh. made u call so mani times. haha. thank u.

was out the whole dae 2dae. after hearing wat keith sae, i guess i shd use blogging as practise for my gp. LOL. i shall write everything nicely. shall try. lol. 2dae was dad's bdae and we went out for dinner at warren. the food is kinda okay but it is quite ex. juz b4 the dinner went lot one to get a parker pen for dad. my mom is such a spoiler. she went to tell dad what im getting for him la! tsk. but in the end i still got him the pen even though he dun wan it at first. haha. im broke le. keith's bdae is coming too. money money. start falling now...

2006-07-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

2dae sch ended at 12. had a short interview with 2 j1s den went to find keith. watched vcd. was quite funni. =) wanted to get a pen for dad. but not enough cash. =( going to get it tml morning. think he will juz sae im wasting money. lol. i need to borrow cash from ppl le. crap. so mani ppl bdae this month. at least got like 8? but not all getting presents of coz. i will be like broke like mad. lol.

common test was like crap. failed 2 passed 2. at least now i passed physics. lol. econs still fail. gp still fail. crap. i dun like gp lah. dunno how to score de lo. when she go thru the paper she was like if u get this question wrong u are like blind or something. cant rem wat exactly she said. i felt hurt seh. super demoralised.. =(

2006-07-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

my bill came. and my bro is nagging at us bcoz of the high bill. yes i noe u are concerned. u are working and knows that we shd save up and not spend so much. but den u are once like that too. i have been cutting down liao lo. last time u are worse can. so wat if u are the eldest? not that i dun respect u. but den we noe wat to do lah. last month was even higher can. juz that i dun wan mom to noe. irritating. if he noes we shd save he shd not buy so mani shoes and bags liao lo. sae us. tsk!

aniwae common test was like crap. it is like super super crap. maths juz passed. physics was better den maths. econs tink gonna failed. gp failed. i feel super demoralised after gp paper. it is like i feel that im the onli failure in class. crap. the feeling is terrible. buck up. i dun them to worry. im realli scared now. help~

competition is on the 26th july. hai. so long. still got like 3 weeks. im going to be broke this week. real broke..

2006-07-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

went towning with sock 2dae. and i got a new top. =)) contented. satisfied. and sock bf came to fetch us. so cool~ first time saw him though. i feel happy for her. she found a good guy. =) i watched the vcd until i cried. i felt so sad for them. but in the end it all turn out sweet. though the story line is like so expected. but still. it is nice. =) i cant watch the last vcd! idiot. tink something wrong with it. super sad. =(

i guess everything is juz going haywire again. and no one even cares. den too bad. everything will juz continue this wae i guess.

2006-07-01T04:53:00.000+08:00

went to help my mom collect i/c at ICA building. keep dozing off on the train. lol. den acc keith to his medical check up. met xiuyi and friends for mahjong session. last min de. and im still here playing mahjong. but someone playing for mi. lol. watched soccer match too. quite nice lah. but i prefer the later match. the ukraine match. woohoo! italy won! =)) quite nice lah. now it is like going to be 5am le. den tml afternoon going to town with sock. for a purpose de. =) ZARA IS HAVING SALE AND I CANNOT USE MY VOUCHER! urghhh!! i dun care! im gonna argue my wae man! tml sat sure got alot of ppl de. lol.

2006-06-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ i got the vcd from my cousin le. =P gonna chiong it soon. maybe this weekend. coz mondae no sch. all my daes gone le. sat most prob going town with sock. sundae touch carnival. mondae most prob mahjong. tink im realli addicted to mahjong le. i seemed to be like one of the common kaikees. lolx. but den i oso dun realli noe how to play lah. during the game i will make sure i dun get cheated. i hate playing with weehoe. can go and die. keep wanting to tell the wrong things. idiot. haha. maths can go and die le. a few passed onli. good luck man. lol. tink getting back gp bah. another nightmare. how great can my common test results be lah. lol. can juz tell my mom to come down to meet mr seah lah. lol.

had this small quiz with the juniors. lol. answers are quite funni. supposed to spell seniors' names. all sorts of spellings. chai eng lah. cha ying lah. -.- my name beri difficult to spell meh? lol. came home at ard 8. is it consider late? lolx. PTS last episode le. sadded! i almost cried though. ALMOST. lol. beri sad. but ending not beri nice. lol. no more tv for mi. muz control! lol.

2006-06-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

was helping xy out with her maths. apparently i didnt realli help much. hope i didnt confuse her or something instead. lol. hope she can remember wat she learnt. scare she forget. haha. had training 2dae. was quite tiring. was running from one grid to the other. wah. damn tiring. and esther didnt come! means im going home alone. sadd-ed. brother keep driving my dad's car. kaoz. can drive den like that liao lo. i wonder wat if next time i wan to drive too. i tink we will juz start agruing again. but can i pass the test successfully? hope so man. if not beri waste money leh... haha. i wan to drive! =)

felt like a little bookie in class. lol. quite fun. as in it sort of create some entertainment for us lah. from 2 ppl to like 6 ppl? woohoo~ exciting! and jiesheng won one of his guesses. URGHHH! not fair! tyco!! haha. nvm. i won 2 guesses ydae. woohoo~ lol. world cup is kinda fun though. lol.

2006-06-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ first dae of school! timetable was okay. not bad. lastest ends at 2. earliest at 1230. got back physics paper. wasnt realli happy. maybe it is juz mi who expects too much. but i shdn't expect too much. coz didnt realli put in much effort. though physics was the paper i studied the most i would sae. compared to the rest. =x

after sch met dearest yl and sm. love going out with them. it juz make mi beri comfortable. i prefer the old mi still. took neoprints. =D the last time we took neoprints was like sec 4 if im not wrong. lol. quite long le. aniwae sort of celebrated yl birthdae oso. sang her birthdae song. gave her cake. she looks contented and happy. lol. sm was saying abt some fortune thing. which is quite interesting.... haha. i wonder if it will realli happen. lol.

watched she's the man. nice!!! nice!!! lol. beri funni. =)) den went to makan pastamania. crapped on the journey back home. feel so sec sch. i love the feeling. time flies. 'A's are coming. it is like so fast.. i still feel as though im in year 1. lol. hope we dun lose contact. =)

2006-06-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

oh my.. im like addicted to one drama series now. oh my. now my cousin told mi she has the vcd. woohoo~ it made my dae! =) gonna finish it by this week. youtube dun have the full version. sadded. but not bad lah. got like 6 episode. but i watched 5 onli. it is super duper nice~ though it is like those typical drama love storyline. but it is damn nice~~ i watched one episode and im addicted. not onli mi. but soumun too! lolx.

boring.. school is starting. which oso means 'A's are coming soon.... =(

2006-06-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

went over to find xiuyi this afternoon. supposed to help her with her maths. but then as usual. i cant explain all and i cant teach. my ambition is to be teacher. joke of the dae man. haha! aniwae my brain was like dead when i tried to teach her. i dunno how to explain. i suck at explanation so i always fail to get the message across. be it in teaching ppl things or anything. i juz suck at it. and things get worse. anyway i cleared my room 2dae! looks much more neater. i feel satisfied when i see my room. =D holidaes are ending. im like not enjoying my holidaes lah. all thanks to common test. school reopen den meet the parents. damn sianz lehz. so ma fan. i hate education. =(

2006-06-23T19:23:00.000+08:00

went to play mahjong 2dae. and i won money. =)) but den the amt i won back is the amt i lose to jiesheng the other time. so like no win no lose in the end. lol. not bad la 2dae luck. lolx. jiesheng got one game super heng. the game ending le. everyone planning to reshuffle the tiles den he win. lucky him. tml the class going sentosa. but im not going. sorri ppl. i need more money. im broke. i need cash for everything...

2006-06-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

common test is over! but the sad thing is that im having 3 days of hoildaes ONLI! when im supposed to have one whole month. stupid school lah. physics was tough. study = no study. crap. wasted my time studying last night. was late for the paper though. woke up at 730 when the paper is gonna start at 8. best seh. wake up brush teeth and chiong to school. luckily dad is at home. and the teacher was mr pang. i was thinking : sians.. got enuff time to finish anot? have my brain wake up by then. haha. when i reached i saw joseph. felt more relieved. got ppl late with mi. lol. the best thing is that they haven start when i reached. =))

went marina after the paper. went icon building. nothing to see de lehz.. walked until legs want to break le. beri long nv go walk walk le. gonna go shopping soon. saw one top. hiak hiak. quite like it. but didnt try. hope it is still there when i go back or i go other branches. haha.

2006-06-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

ECONS IS OVER!

FINALLY IT'S OVER! yes yes yes! feel so relaxed. BUT.... i forgot to bring home my water bottle!! =( gonna take it tml. actually went back to sch to take de. but den the classroom locked le. but at least saw the bottle inside. so quite fang xin oso. tml first thing chiong to the classroom and take. lol. aniwae econs was like crap. it kills all my brain cells. watver i studied nv come out! urghh! pissed! nvm lah. managed to crap out abit lo. try to write logic and repeat everything. this is how i do for my econs normally. lolx.

aniwae maths was like crap. some question see b4. but didnt remember how to do it. i can imagine when i get back the paper and he will start asking : are u okay? what happened? he did that once. but not to mi though my test then was 2/15 i tink. LOL. cant remember wat is that test abt liao. lol.

tml is physics and i want to go shopping! shopping~ hope mom will give mi money. =)) looking forward..

2006-06-20T14:13:00.000+08:00

i hate things that i hear sometimes.
i hate things to be like that now.
i hate studying.
i hate econs.
i hate to cry alone.
i hate to think of things i hate.
i hate myself for being like that.

2006-06-20T02:47:00.000+08:00

oh my.. econs is no need to finish de lah. can juz go and die le. lolx. maybe i might end up falling asleep during the paper. i will be sitting with ppl who are writing furiously away and i will juz get stressed up by them and start writing crap. =x die le. end of cha eng. =x

2006-06-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

im dead. common test 2 days time. and i haven finish everything. esp econs. my role of govt and market structure. why did they include market structure?! @%$#&*#% dun feel like taking the econs paper. can i sae im not feeling well den leave? lolx. i hate econs. pls dun take econs in the future for those who wan to take. IT IS BAD! =x go poly! dun go jc. aniwae soumun's birthdae is 2dae and so....

happy 18th birthdae!!

happy? haha. she came over to stay ydae. and i intro her to a show. i tink she is addicted to it. juz like mi. but it is super super super nice. i tink it is those typical girls kind of shows. haha. those love story. beri sweet and nice. watched le den u will end up like dreaming for the whole dae. hoping things will be like that for u those kind? haha. but realli beri nice lah. gonna go find the vcd and rent and watch! =)) studied in the afternoon. at least i tried. i wan to watch soccer soon~ pls have those exciting de coming up leh.. no exciting de beri boring. not nice to watch. will end up wasting time. LOL. alright i shall go try to study abit and slp at 12. lol. good luck to those whose common test is tml! =)) jiayou bei~

2006-06-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

im at home whole dae. went lot one juz now. was thinking how nice things will be without education. juz play all dae. there are also jobs available that dun require much education mah. juz that not much money earn la. haha. i dun wan to study. it is like such a painful thing. why muz we study so hard? juz for a better future? now oso alot of educated ppl out of jobs wat. funny. haha. aiya. i think im juz being too whiny here. back to watching my soccer online. =)

2006-06-15T02:34:00.000+08:00

sec sch fren came over and some even pang seh! i wun call them anymore! haha. see how lah. aniwae i started waiting for them since 1. and at first they tot got stay over. so cool~ i didnt even noe they staying over. lolx. but in the end some stayed over lah. mahjong~ haha. but quite fun la. beri long nv like that gather le. though quite little ppl onli. i feel as though my common test finish le. i haven realli started my econs. and im like having so much fun. oh man.... die le. common test fail not fun leh... jialat... tml sure beri tired de. how to study like that tml? alamakz.

2006-06-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

went to sch for training in the morning. hai. still having training. how i wish nationals was over. im starting to hate rain. all bcoz of rain we are still having training. idiot!! den was beri hot. didnt realli slp well last night. den normally i too tired i oso can faint in the sun de. weak rite? haha. aniwae ya. met sock after training to shop for present for beloved superstar. LOL. long time nv call her superstar le. got one necklace beri nice!! beri nice..... beri unique. haha. den went bugis village bugi junction. tok alot. she ate mac and continue toking. but not bad ar. our main topic is abt them. haha! juz keep toking and toking. beri long nv shop till my legs wan to break le. maybe is coz i beri long nv go shopping le bah. i wan to earn alot alot alot of money and spend all! plus save some of coz. haha. work work work. i dun wan to study....

2006-06-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

i wish that a genie will juz appear in front of mi now. impossible though.

2006-06-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

yes! i went blk 11. but i cant get the studying feeling back leh.. stayed for like 2 hours onli den come back le. hai. studying mood~ come back come back. reached home den watched tv all the way until now. HOW?! urghh! maybe i shall start planning my poly route. =x

2006-06-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

juz went to watch the england match. beri boring. one goal in the 4th minute den no goals le. i muz go blk 11 tml. study! =))

2006-06-10T00:52:00.000+08:00

some email sent by jieyi. some facts abit girls..

Did U noe kissing is healthy
[ well i didnt noe =) ]

Bananas are good for peroid pain
[ i know pineapple isnt good ]

Its good to cry
[ good. next time i shall cry more =x ]

Chicken soup actually makes you feel better
[ in wat sense? ]

94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers
[ weird... i tot it shd be the other wae round? haha. ]

Lying is actually unhealthy
[ i noe it's bad.. ]

Only apply mascara to your top lashes
[ i dun noe anything abt make up ]

Its actually true, boys DO insult u when they like you!
[ not fair! so we can insult them back to show we like them too? =x ]

Its impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed!
[ i noe nuts abt make up ]

89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st move
[ but i tink 100% girls prefer the other wae rnd? ]

Chocolate will make you feel better!
[ not to all ppl.. ]

Most boys think its cute when you say the wrong thing.
[ no i dun tink so... =( ]

A good friend never judges.
[ well. so i noe who is my good fren now.. haha. ]

A good foundation will hide hickeys!..not that u have any
[ hmmm... ]

Boys arent worth your tears
[ i tink sometimes u juz cant control urself. =) ]

We ALL love suprises!!
[ for mi yes YES YES YES! =) ]

world cup is showing again. back to it. germany scored 2-1. NO NO NO! 4-2!! abit impossible. lolx.

2006-06-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

ppl are out watching world cup but im watching at home alone i guess. maybe i will be accompanied by the mahjong noises and my mom mahjong's kai kee. haha. aniwae went sch 2dae for consultation. was like absorbing as much as i can. econs was a total waste of time. i ended up like crapping with my classmates abt world cup. i betted! woohoo! 50 cents. -.- haha. for the fun onli lah. play play nia. haha. germany muz win! den i got 50 cents! LOL. PLUS i went rebonding~ lalala~ the sudden urge. my hair look so flat now. beri not used to it. used to like some mad woman de hair. haha. i miss my 8pm show. gonna catch it later. muahaha. after it ends den it's world cup time! =))

2006-06-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

why girls always seemed to get a little more attention in the family? as in when u start coming home late and they will start calling ur fone until both parties get irritated. hai. i wan to stay out late abit during my holidaes b4 i realli dun get a chance to do so until after 'A's ma. but too bad. im a girl. URGHH! why are there bad ppl ard?! how i wish im those kind rich family got car got body guard. woohoo~ cool seh. dream on cha eng. lol.

2006-06-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

is it better to be a guy or girl i wonder...

2006-06-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

gp paper 2dae was like mad. felt like vomitting after doing it. haha. need to come up with a timetable le. need to plan time for everyone. =)
i miss u my friend..

2006-06-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

went to sch 2dae. for some econ talk. quite okay la the talk. the person offered 4 tickets to the night safari for a question. so cool~ haha. abit sua gu lahz. but dun blame mi la. i dun rem when was the last time i went there le. did i been there b4? dun even rem oso. haha. den went to find keith after the talk. did abit of physics revision. less den a chap. tsk. speed up ur revision rate cha eng...

2006-06-04T18:18:00.000+08:00

some photos taken on the dae of nationals. =))

smile everyone! =D

we look so red... lolx.

a present from kehui. quite cool huh. =)

the touch team having fun on the bus. =))

2006-06-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

guess wat is this? BEE HIVE! appeared at my house kitchen there somemore. mom got stung. tsktsk. scary. so close up. lolx. now look at it oso hair stand. lolx.

2006-06-03T13:44:00.000+08:00

jieyi's mom juz came up and made a comment : hmm? u are at home? so weird..

im not at home always mehz? onli when she comes up i guess. haha. im at home.. my dear my dear. faster wake up.... im rotting beri soon..

2006-06-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

went to sch for mock test. failed it. kinda expected lahz. when u didnt study for anything how good can ur results be? for mi lahz at least. haha. den went to play mahjong at jiesheng's house. at first go there for fun de. in the end yukun have to leave so i took over. lose $3.50. lolx. was quite fun. quite scary oso. coz didnt realli noe how to play big. den throw wrong card need to pay more. blah blah blah. tense game... haha.

hoping things will get back to normal again. =)

2006-06-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

DAMN SUPER SIANZ! NATIONALS IS BEING POSTPONED LAHZ! WAT THE !! URGHH!

postponed until like july like that? why why why?!! stupid lahz. but den the team is still having alot of fun by taking pictures. unglam + glam pose. lolx. did played one game b4 the rain came. against pj. and we won! =) but the team was the j1 team. dunno why they send the j1 team. weird.. den went bukit timah to eat. was bad mooding after the dinner. which means now. mood swinging. i tink im like mood swinging like nobody's business nowadays. maybe i juz want it so badly.

2006-05-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

oh my. nationals is juz like tml? tml tml tml. oh man... im scared....

didnt study much for my mock test on fridae. die.

i discovered plaza singapura chinese name.... lolx.

2006-05-30T18:47:00.000+08:00

envy. jealous. i want it too.

2006-05-29T20:58:00.000+08:00

training is tiring 2dae. can juz die from it. was like so tired. tink partly lack of slp oso. cant realli run hard. haha. any moment like gonna faint like dat. haha. tml still got training. everydae training. until thursdae. and everything will be over! quite scared though. like so near le competitions. abit not beri prepared oso. haha.

mom bag was stolen by some idiot person. sitting on the car,came out den gone. stupid. reported police and i doubt can get anything back bahz. ass...

stupid soumun triggered something lahz. make mi abit fed up now. ALL UR FAULT! haha. ok lahz. not ur fault. someone else's fault. all the person's fault. dunno to hate u or be neutral. come to think abt it quite sianz oso. haha.

juz hope i can study hard beri soon. common test is like so near le lahz. jialat..

2006-05-29T12:40:00.000+08:00

woohoo. long time no update le. hmmm. well. now its holidaes le. gonna plan everything. gatherings. studyings. outings. blah blah blah. touch is ending soon. 1ST JUNE! one dae and its OVER. quite sad though. like u train so long le den like that end in a dae.. tsk.. sianz.

aniwae juz got back from 2 chalets in a row. hehe. sat got band chalet. its a scary one though. abit lahz. ha. coz everyone changed? fir hair is so funni. jun wen joined dragon boat and his chest is like... WAH. scary.. the wae they drink is like scary too? haha. kai yuan totally drunk le. hard to get her to slp. 3rd time i see ppl drunk. i tink. haha. being drunk seems scary. haha. aniwae the grp of us didnt realli tok to the seniors. juz went ard in our own grp tok tok abit. was being targetted when i reached there. start shooting mi questions. kaoz. so unfair. when they are attached they die! haha. tok finish den slp le. slept at the stairs there. hands became numb when i woke up lahz. whole body aching oso. haha. den left for home. supposed to meet keith in the afternoon de. but... i overslept. oopx. sorri... den went to grandma's dinner. at turf city. the food not beri nice. eat until beri full. wan to puke. lolx. ex seh. one table cost like 368? and there are five tables for the whole extended family. cost a bomb seh.

den bro sent mi to sentosa. for melissa's chalet. first time he drive mi around. haha. quite scared. but still okay lahz. some cousins were in the cars and know abit of things abt them. realised dat im like so distant from them. maybe bcoz im a girl and they are all guys so we hardly tok? haha. dunno.. aniwae reached sentosa. supposed to meet them at some place but i took can in so i forgot and they waited for mi at the bus stop. oops. paiseh. haha. played jen some game. quite fun. lolx. but the tv is like so high up. neck pain seh. haha. den some of us went to the beach there make some surprise for melissa. den she like so tired until when she saw the surprise she abit sians sians. haiz. abit sad lahz. its okay... den i went off to meet keith. =)

hmmm. shall update more when im home. off for touch. touchaholic! =)

2006-05-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

shall update abit b4 im off for shower. hmmm. well well well. had been wearing spects for quite long le. now waiting for my contacts to be ready. as in i sent it for service. sounds weird rite? but ya. doctor advise mi to go check it. see got bacteria or anything anot. hope it is the lens fault not my eye. i beri scare i cant wear contacts anymore. NOOOOOO~

aniwae touch was okay. got into the team. =))) this morning walk down the stairs nearly fall. den ankle hurts a little. but nth wrong. was relieved... if i injure den it is like so.... wasted in a wae? haha.

oh ya. sat had my mass friendly with the 4 different schools. pj beri bitchy can. tsktsk. its okay. nvm. the rest are not bad. played until like wan to die le lahz. coz was in the afternoon sun. den the previous night didnt realli slp well i would say. sundae went studying at coffee bean. was okay. ABIT productive. haha. did physics tutorial onli. den abit of gp. den home sweet home.

2dae was funni during consultation. mr chua is juz so funni. joker seh. was having consultation with him and ke wei. ke wei laughed until her whole face red. lolx. mr chua is juz too nice to be bullied by my class. lolx. training was like tiring? onli 8 ppl attended 2dae. the rest were sick. pls do take gd care k?

coming sat seems like an eventful day. =)) wun be at home for sat and sun. chalet!! i miss band ppl. im gonna catch up with them. i hope i will. im afraid that i will be anti social lorz. lolx.

2006-05-19T13:40:00.000+08:00

im juz too bored now. stayed over at xiuyi house ydae night. now she is bathing and im waiting for her to go home. bored bored. tml having friendly matches with some schools. i love playing. =) hope i can play well. nationals is coming coming coming.... will i start diving again or wat? but i dun wan anymore scars le. carrie has one on her elbow. which haven recover yet. oh my.. i feel painful for her. and ma fan. haha.

hoping things will get back to normal. i realli hope i can do it. i seemed to have lost confidence in myself totally. i cant even speak out for my own. i feel. am i still the same old mi? i feel like im hiding everything. everydae juz keep thinking abt it and start to feel down. i feel as though im no longer as cheerful.. i feel so tired. i dunno why. ppl had start saying u look pale all day long. am i like gonna faint any moment and juz forget everything? i hope i can juz slp all day long.....

2006-05-19T00:24:00.000+08:00

oh my. 2dae had training. was training tgt with the j1s. was quite fun. but den abit stressed. coz if u do anything wrong den it is like so throw face? haha. so ya lahz... aniwae we played ok lahz. played game with them. remind ourselves of how we were last yr. like so kuku and stuff. den most of them like so scare of su. see su as their attacker or defender all frighten. haha. is she so scary or something? haha. legs are juz so sore now. i need massage!! haha

tml is talentine. sold my ticket away le. didnt realli wanna go now. the mood juz not there. i realised i had stopped going all these kind of things. like concert and stuffs. i miss concerts... i juz miss alot of things 2dae. joel msg mi. after so long. quite surprised. nice catching up with him. though not toking abt much stuff. but at least nv lose contact. =)

things juz keep running thru my min constantly. i cant stop thinking abt it. if i stop thinking of one, i will juz keep thinking abt others...

2006-05-14T14:30:00.001+08:00

ydae touch was sucky for mi. selection for the final team is on thursdae. seriously i got this feeling that i cant get in. maybe coz of my spects? i dunno? spects are irritating. i wan to wear my contacts back. i wore on fridae. coz like a week later le. but still cannot. at night it still turned red. sianz.... nationals nationals. train so long den in the end dun get to play. the feeling is quite sucky. will i experience it? who knows...

came back home den napped b4 meeting keith for chalet. was quite fun. knew alot more things. but den i abit out of place over there. coz they are like toking abt business industry thing. im like a blur pok juz sitting there listening and laugh sometimes at jokes. started ghost stories. well. i was freaked out suddenly when keith's bro called mi. i dunno why suddenly i juz jumped or something. den i started crying. =x i cried alot ydae i tink... feel like a crybaby. well... ya.. felt so embarrassed though. den keith's bro was like stunned. why suddenly i cry? sorry sorry... den tok sort of thru out the night. was quite nice.

life seems so complicated. maybe i had not reach that stage to meet with all other experiences? im amazed at certain things actually.

came home in the morning. did abit of gp. later rushing to buy mother's day present. actually is cum birthdae oso. mom's birthdae tml. lao le lao le. haha. wish all mothers happy mothers' dae! as if got mother will come my blog and see. lolx.

2006-05-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

2006-05-10T16:50:00.000+08:00

i wore spects to school~ oh my... lol. nothing serious to the rest but to mi veri!! =x the last time i wore spects to school is when im in pri 5 or 6 i tink. lolx. coz of eye infection oso i THINK. i hate eye infection! urghh! aniwae my lens is too thick until everyone keep saying wat is ur degree. so throw face lahz. lolx. i look quite guai afterall i tink. =) ydae wore spects for touch. was super worried. wat if the ball hit my spects and it break? i tink i need not go sch the next day manz. lolx. which i somehow hope to happen. but come to think of it. i will be blind. cannot cannot. haha.

im having this super duper painful ulcer can! I HATE ULCERS TOO! i hate everything that is paiunful!! =x i feel so immature out of a sudden. but ya. im beri whiny now i feel. i juz wan to whine whine whine. =x

2006-05-06T13:41:00.000+08:00

everything seems wrong